Argh...

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This if mainly for Stefan, since apparently he doesn't read his PMs.

Well if he does read it, this should mean something.

Why are you preventing me from completing my work?

Its like I need to join GO staff to get anywhere serious on PWs. Thats what all these other new servers did, barely started, but since they are part of GO they get special things.

All I ever think about is what I'm going to do on graal. It never leaves my head, always a little bit there. I work all day on my stuff and it goes no where, but always I have hope in my head, and it seems hopeless. No one listens, I work and I get nothing in return, I put all my energy in and I never get anywhere.

Why the hell are you making me work so damn hard on this Stefan? You give these other people free passes yet make me work so damn hard? Because you don't trust me? I'm not capable? What the hell do I have to do to get anywhere? You give these other people, who are in fact new to the PW area all this support, yet I work for years now, perfecting my skill, and I GET NOWHERE. When will you trust me? When will you see I'm actually going to get this done?

Why do you do this Stefan? What the hell have I done? I devote all my time to this and I don't get trusted, I try to get involved with GO and it all goes wrong, I work on Murasamune and I never get anywhere. When will you stop be so damn biased and actually help someone deserving it? I'm sick of this, I can't stop think about Graal until I finish, and you never let me finish.

This is truely crap, you say you don't want peoples work to go to waste then you treat others better then others. I worked hard on this, and I cannot stand for the superior treatment you are giving other PWs, Stefan its crap. Why did you do this?

Please don't delete this Crono, I need to know the answers, and I can't fully say anything in a PM, and he never reads e-mails. This is the only way, and it lets everyone else see a small piece of the situation.