hey i work for lord helmut on Babylon (we passed a little bit ago) im his Head GAT, yah hes cool
Um you guys if he feels bad its sorta not right to push him farther, even if he does offend you its just cuz you are pushing him farther, so somebody needs to decide to end it.
and um my dad hates me too, and hed always say he wants me to get the **** outa his house. So i just sorta hate him back and live a few thousand miles away now and i enjoy life
im sure you got relatives too, in my case i just live with my mom but i dont know if you parents are divorced or not; in any case, theres always a way out and if you look hard enough there is ALWAYS a better way than taking your own life trust me. Im not trying to be mean but i empathize with you and also try to give 'some' good advice...so lets avoid my flaming lol.