[IceHawk]

Its me Shadow Knight, IceHawk lets me use his account to post because mine wont register.

I took a whole bottle of sleeping pills last night and spent the night getting my stomache pumped at the hospital and i came home erilier today....Im only 16 and im clinicaly depressed and i have insomia, i hate my life..but most of the time i can control my depression..last night it was to much...My dad died on june 10th of this year..i was there when he died..he died in a puddle of his own blood he coughed up in the hospital bed, he had cancer..his cancer was cauised my this chemical that was sprayed during the vietnam war..its also genetic so it can be passed down to there kids, my half sister has blood cancer and for all i know, in a month i could get over 20 types of cancers or fatal diseases and die....try going through life knowing that you could die tomarrow....