Hi I think I am really sick of these forums and will probably not be coming back much at all from now on. Maybe I will fit in better with a different crowd because I don't think many people here like me very much. I don't know why but I keep getting lots of infractions and I have been banned 8 times in the past month. I think maybe I will make more friends if I go away from here because all my friends hate me here they only want me for my body I think I'm not sure.
Anyway I can't stand it anymore my feelings are all mixed up and there's blood and tears all over my desk I don't know what to do anymore. My life feels like it has gotten hit by a train and is lying in tiny shattered pieces all over the tracks and surrounding area, and a dog is probably sniffing some.
I wish someone would understand how I feel.
No one understands.
Here is a photograph that may help to express a little bit of how I feel at the moment.
Media: Mouse, Paint.Net, Rembrandt chalk pastels.