[ViperZakuto]

this is terrible... life is cruel... but the pain and misery we go through can only make us stronger. learn from others mistakes(not saying they made any) and try to be healthy and get checked regularly.

My grandmother was my best friend in the world to me. She passed away when i was 12. She always thought she was healthy... She never was the type of person to go to the doctor. She waited too long and when she finally went it was too late. I kinda know your pain. be strong, life only goes one way. =) Just try and make the best of it.