[CidNight1142]

*sigh* And so it comes.

DD was my favorite server, ever. I gave up a huge chunk of my life for that server. I felt like I was an absolutely integral part of the life and times of that server. Because I had to go to college and I retired from Graal only a couple of months before DD went downhill, I am worthless. You really don't know how much that hurts me Tifa. I didn't know that Unix was going to release the private server system only 2 months after I quit graal. I didn't know that half of the staff would disappear. I retired, you hired a new co-manager. At the time it seemed like nothing, we had able admins who could take my place and do a great job. And we both assumed that's what would happen. There was no bad blood at the time, so please stop using me as your grand sample of everyone jumping ship in your time of need. That wasn't me. If I was there a month longer and I was able to see the tide turn, I would have stayed. I would have stayed until the end. I would have fought for the server until you had to kick me off RC to shut it down. I would have been there to help. If I could go back in time and do it all over I would. That is why I fight for DD now, as repentance for leaving just a month too soon. I was willing to put the time in to Doomsday, I was willing to do whatever it took to get it going. I know there were many others who would have been there to help to.

I don't know Lucy, do whatever you think is right. It's your decision.